Empathy a curse.... Or a blessing....

This will discuss my journey of self-discovery of mental illness and then the spiritual sense of empathy.

As I was awakening my mind was expanding.

I have always had emotional issues such as that in the 3D world I am diagnosed bipolar and in the spiritual world, I have discovered that the emotional turmoil that I have always gone through is actually that I am an Empowered EMAPTH but at the beginning of this I did not feel empowered...

I was in such anguish and torment I was at the breaking point.

I was in such despair I was ready to let go of this life, and give it all up.

I didn't want to live anymore.

All I would do was lay or rock myself and cry day and night, thoughts of self-harm were constantly coming into my head.

The emotions were overwhelming.

Then that is when I sought help and my awakening in the spiritual sense began and all started to fall into place.

I started out feeling cursed, (a hot mess.) always crying emotionally unstable.

Feeling way too much, it was so out of control!...

Until I started to develop ways to protect and shield my energy, (boundaries.)

I learned that I was allowing all these emotions into my energy that were not my emotions they were other people's emotions that I was taking on as my own.

It made so much sense to me that I was empathic, everything just clicked, clicked into place and as it clicked into place I began to be EMPOWERED....

I started to feel and know who I truly was, what I wanted, and what my mission was.

I was coming into my true self...

It took me a few years to realize and come to terms with who I am but now I know who I am and I am ever so grateful.

Empaths are beautiful beings with gifts bestowed upon us from the heavens of the universe.

Just at times before you know how to manage this gift it can and will feel as a curse but once educated it is....

An honor and blessing.....

I hope hearing my story it has helped you.

Many blessings to you and your journey.

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